Love, Hate and the Leader is a memoir of growing up in a fascist family in postwar Britain.

Trevor Grundy is an English journalist who lived and worked in Central, Eastern and Southern Africa from 1966 to 1996.

Prologue 1. 40 Blandford Square, Marylebone, London 1948 2. London, 1948 3. London, 1951 -1956 4. Blandford Square in the Early and Mid-1950s 5. London, 1956 6. Trafalgar Square, 1957 (1) 7. London, Trafalgar Square (2) 8. Wounds That Let in the Light 9. On the move at Long Last 10. Port Bou and Barcelona, 1958 11. North Kensington, London 1958 /1959 12. North Kensington, 1959 13. London, October 1959 14. North Kensington and a New Beginning, 1960 15. London, 1961-1965 16. The Beatles and Beyond 17. False Start and a New Beginning 18. Ndola, Lusaka, Livingstone in Zambia 19. London, April 1991 Epilogue: Selling, Kent, October 2010